This is basically a song i had written acoustically but then beefed it up, its more or less 3 verses no chorus.
Upside down inside out is the way i feel today
I just can't seem to shake off this misery
I'm trying to break the cycle of anxiety
But all i seem to do is keep coming back to me
I try to understand what you want me to be
But how can i do this when i'm haunted by history
I look into the mirror what do i see
A face i despise staring back at me
when the time as come
I'll look back and say
What a waste of life, but it seems that way
Why we was born, some might say
Make the most of what you've got
Before its's gone away.