Another darker Pop type number about self doubt, self loathing and insecurity.
Constructive feedback as always welcome
What have I become ©Hearty 2013
V1
It’s not what I am that scares me,
I’m frightened of what I’ll never be,
Cos I know the person that I was,
I know where I have come from,
Now I’m wasting my days staring,
At some strange guy in the mirror,
So tell me what have I become,
Oh oh oh what have I become
PC
Whoah why won’t you look at me,
Whoah why won’t you talk to me,
Whoah please just answer me
C
I’m becoming what I hate the most,
No, no, no,
I’m becoming what I hate the most,
No, no, no,
I’m what I hate the most
V2
Woke up hating myself today,
Just a little more than the day before,
I swear it’s slowly wearing me away,
Myself and I caught in a waging war,
Hell bent for a fight to the death,
So we’ll fight now to the death,
Oh, oh, this is what I’ve become
PC
Whoah I don’t wanna look at me,
Whoah I don’t wanna talk to me,
Whoah can’t even answer me
C
I’m becoming what I hate the most,
No, no, no,
I’m becoming what I hate the most,
No, no, no,
I’m what I hate the most
B
I’ve got a grip on me,
Feel myself strangling me,
I’m pulling myself down, down, down
I’m slowly killing me,
Think I’m too good for me,
I’m bringing myself down, down, down
C
I’m becoming what I hate the most,
No, no, no,
I’m becoming what I hate the most,
No, no, no,
I’m what I hate the most