Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Billie Holiday, Keith Moon, Jim Morrison, debatable but plausabley Elvis Presley, Amy Winehouse
just a tiny portion of artists who killed 'themselves'... might seem harsh and I love the music but.... I have no sympathy they had it all while some children don't have shoes.
might seem harsh but it does bug me how this has got more posts related to your 'experiment' than your lyrics
that being said, I think your very talented just, don't go off the rails mate