This isn't about being addicted to heroin, more of the fear of it, I've been trying all sorts of drugs recently to say ''fuck you'' to my depression, I lost someone important, and...I considered heroin to take it all away, I haven't got around to it, but I know people who have it and i'm inching closer and closer to it... which makes me seem awful...But i'm not, I'm just hurt, a lot, and what's heroin? Morphine, what's morphine? A painkiller. you can see where i'm going I guess.
I've got so many scars and stories to tell
I've been dragged through the bottom, I've been to hell
And all those words that you said are stuck inside my mind
And I'm thinking its my time
Cause all I can think about is your bittersweet voice in my head
It's days like these that I think I'm better off dead
And If I ever recover
Will I ever find another?
Sometimes I say
Dear heroin, I can beat you any time
Cause I believe that control is mine
And if you ever think that you've got a hold of me
Well addiction is a terrible thing
So I'll sit back and watch the world go by
And the world can watch me as I die
This is the first day
And I'm already feeling terrible
The feeling is unbearable
The damage is unrepairable
And all these times I've sat and wasted away
I'm thinking of these things
But I don't care
Cause I love the feeling that it brings
When you feel like time has stopped
And the gateway to another place has unlocked
And in my breath
I can smell my death
Just inching closer
Until everything is over
Dear heroin, I can beat you any time
Cause I believe that control is mine
And if you ever think that you've got a hold of me
Well addiction is a terrible thing
So I'll sit back and watch the world go by
And the world can watch me as I die
All those words
And all those things I miss
They're why I'm taking this hit
And inching closer to my end bit by bit
If you ever change your mind
And decide you're still mine
Well, you'd better decide now
Before I follow the road all the way down
Dear heroin, I can beat you any time
Cause I believe that control is mine
And if you ever think that you've got a hold of me
Well addiction is a terrible thing
So I'll sit back and watch the world go by
And the world can watch me as I die
Dear heroin, I can beat you any time
Cause I believe that control is mine
And if you ever think that you've got a hold of me
Well addiction is a terrible thing
So I'll sit back and watch the world go by
And the world can watch me as I die
The needle and the damage done
With eyes that were brighter than the sun
But that kid is dead and gone
This is real
This is me
this is my everything...