Well, here I am again
With my favourite shirt, hair issues, uncertainties ( here, chord progression and lyrics )
Practicing a newish song.
Thing is I'm going to get active as a performance artist again, locally in Germany.
After a two year break and only slightly elevated expectations, I'm nervous.
Stage fright, I thought I'd buried that little monkey forever, years ago.
It's back, it refuses to acknowledge past defeats.
I've a venue with a friendly host in my sights for next Sunday.
The place is usually full of talent, some respectable artists, some skillful impersonators.
Frequented by some sweet souls and also some monstrous leechers.
It takes courage and steely nerves to get my groove on after such a long break.
I simply must realise the truth that the audience are, at worst indifferent to me n my concerns.
Some of them will vaguely be wishing me well.
This anxiety I feel is in cahoots with my tricky ego. Ah, well til death do us part... Probably.
I have come to realise that I might always be inclined to act out this Rightly persona on n off at various levels of amplitude.
I'll get at least one good busking session in before the trial.
Have a look at this vid n say what you will. Maybe wish me well. Lol. God bless yer.
https://vimeo.com/355692846