Hey all. New user here. These are some lyrics I wrote the other day. I look forward to seeing your responses and thoughts. Thank you for your time.
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I will admit that I am not the best guy I can be...
I will admit that I can find several ways to change and see...
And I will admit that I'm crap at resisting temptation.
All my wrongs in this world will come back as eternal damnation...
All my wrongs I commit, that's my Karma in the making...
But why is it only the bad sides that they criticize?
Why is it only the bad times that I've... Heard, glued in a loop
All they do is ridicule you... You could've done this and you could've done that.
Well I didn't now and it's too late now to go back!
I get angry at myself, I get angry at the anger...
I despise the damage.. I despise the panic...I despise your eyes when they're red God damn it.
From crying or being high man? You can choose I'm done deciding what to do with my life when,
Ninety nine percent, I'm not right and yet...
It's my anxiety inside of this head.
It's my memories of when...Back to a time when, When I felt alive.
When I had my Hailie starring into my eyes, so pure, so divine.
And my best friend Sandy by my side. Partners in crime, no one denied,
And I know that the Universe still flows. I know that her energy is in my heart and soul.
But still you're not here and I can't hold you. You're not here and I can't hold you.
Dwelling on my wrongs and forget about the rights.
Like a crowd of wolves that bite...
Devouring all within its sight, Took my spirit and blew my mind...I wander what you could find.
Blew my conscience out of existence, Not a tad of resistance...
For they say I am not strong, inside of this skull something wrong...
I'm not wishing to be blessed upon, I just wish to be less withdrawn..
Feels like my sight and mind go blank, Then a thought will wake me up.
I listen and observe. Written and spoken words.
Am I flawed? The question was rhetorical. Of course I am.
I am negative and positive all rolled in 1. The Holy Spirit, The Father and The Son!
I am the Holy Trinity, that all was meant to be... But for now I guess...
There's not none left, For in my head. I am nothing but... Emptiness.
I wish less was said...But damn it I confess.. I'm far from best.
A hole inside my chest... A thousand times a million tears I've cried yes.
But how many times has he seen himself smile, A guess?
He would still be able to count it on both hands if he was fingerless...