Wrote these lyrics when I hit a rough patch in life, and I started reminiscing about my past, and how I used to be.
This is probably the most personal lyric I have ever written so far, but feel free to give me all the feedback you want
Right now, I only have one verse, but I don't know if I need a second.
(Verse)
You tell me that it’s alright
You know shit about my fight
Every day I put on a smile on my face
But everyone knows its fake
What difference does it make
If I’m happy or I just pretend
It’s a choice that I take
We’re all going to die in the end
(Pre-Chorus)
I’ve been pulling away from you
I just had a lot to go through
There’s so much I should have told you
Is it too late for me now
If sobriety was the right call
Why I’m I the only one to fall
I would have given you my all
Would you please forgive me
(CH)
Maybe I wish my anxiety would stay
It was all I had that eased the pain
If I would have given up on life
Closed my eyes and found piece
(Post-Chorus)
That’s not me
That’s not me
That’s not me
Living life on pills with anxiety
That’s not me
That’s not me
I’ve given up life with anxiety
(Pre-Chorus)
I’ve been pulling away from you
I just had a lot to go through
There’s so much I should have told you
Is it too late for me now
If sobriety was the right call
Why I’m I the only one to fall
I would have given you my all
Would you please forgive me
(CH)
Maybe I wish my anxiety would stay
It was all I had that eased the pain
If I would have given up on life
Closed my eyes and found piece
(Post-Chorus)
That’s not me
That’s not me
That’s not me
Living life on pills with anxiety
That’s not me
That’s not me
I’ve given up life with anxiety