The Faller (Mental Health Awareness)
Hook
Help me I feel so numb,
Oh what have I become,
Oh God I feel so numb,
Oh what have I become
Verse 1
Faller (faller) Can’t establish what this means I’m just the
Faller (faller) in over my head all the time they call me the
Faller (faller) scream fuck it all and stand up tall, you see this
Faller (faller) rise to the top, I‘m no longer Faller (faller)
You see rain drops, gracefully fall to the ground,
And splash up, They’re barely makin’ a sound,
Well I’m the hail stones that fucking smash to the floor,
Broke in to pieces, cant recognise me no more,
S’all all in my brain though, in my thoughts you can’t see,
So fuck this rain yo, You’d never hail to be me,
There ain’t no puddle, No clear reflection to see,
This water’s murky, I don’t even fucking know me!
Can someone help me please?!
I’ve gone and lost my way, I’m lost amongst all the trees
Life is a forest, a scary wilderness,
Cant see my purpose, why does this life bewilder us?
Hook
Help me I feel so numb,
Oh what have I become,
Oh God I feel so numb,
Oh what have I become
Verse 2
I struggle through this life almost getting it right,
But each time, I fall, and fall from the greatest height,
Even when I stumble, feel like I’ve fallen so hard
I just keep losing, a handful of shitty cards,
Who fucking dealt them, Who didn’t shuffle the deck,
Why me all of the time, Why always my life that’s wrecked?
Like a massive car crash, maybe I should have had one,
Then its all over, Then its all fucking done,
No more struggle, no more endless fight,
Ill just lay peaceful, I think I’ll opt out tonight,
See no one hears me, nobody understands,
How I see and feel life….I have no plans,
Why would I? Why would you hear my tears,
You don’t hear my cries for help, they fall on deaf ears,
So ill just end it, turn out the lights for good,
Shut up shop and shut down, you’d all say that I should.
Hook
Help me I feel so numb,
Oh what have I become,
Oh God I feel so numb,
Oh what have I become.
Verse 3 (16 bars)
Sometimes you know I think I might not end it all,
Thinking to myself I can’t be the one to always fall?
So I pick myself up and dust myself down,
Then anxiety floods my head and I fell like I’m about to drown,
I take two steps back, and double check myself,
It makes no difference though when you struggle with your mental health,
You cant just do you, there’s mostly no just being me,
Cos as soon as I am me, I get hit by anxiety,
A tonne of bricks weight me down, and I can’t move,
Frozen inside my own mind and I just cant prove,
That I can do it, that I can be just the same,
As everyone else, be normal and control my brain,
I can be happy, confident and live my life,
I can deal with the struggles, and all the strife,
I just need someone, that can help and be there,
I just need someone, that can love me and care.
Hook
Help me I feel so numb,
Oh what have I become,
Oh God I feel so numb,
Oh what have I become.
Help me I feel so numb,
Oh what have I become,
Oh God I feel so numb,
Oh what have I become.
