Opes
Hook
I need an answer to all the pain,
Before all the shame comes back again
Meeting my maker waiting in vain,
Before all the pain comes back again
Verse 1
I’m not addicted, I don’t have an addictive personality,
If anything, this shit is addicted to me,
I am no Addict, these things bring themselves on to me,
As I say that I pop one and neck another three,
My real addiction, is diction, these lyrics make me feel free,
Now your addicted to my words, Now you’re addicted to me,
So who’s the addict, who’s the one tha’s led so easily?
But I’m talking to the mirror, Fuck it, jus pass me three,
When the mirror talks back, it reflects what I cannot see
Emulating the real life, for which I have lost they key,
I’m locked up, I must be a convict, and I’ll never be free,
From the rectangle I live in like a penned up OG,
But I’m used to these walls that have become my boundary,
So to climb above it all is just an extremity
My rhyming is a call to show you all my supremacy,
Cos I been writing these track while I been high on opey’s.
Hook
I need an answer to all the pain,
Before all the shame comes back again
Meeting my maker waiting in vain,
Before all the pain comes back again
Verse 2
I’ll soon get called to meet my maker, and there’ll be no escape
I know I’ll fall cos I’m an taker, just took four to be cape, able
Of losing all the shakes tha, make is so hard to scrape,
Through days I don’t want to wake, and soon I know that I’ll break,
Used to make me sleep, but now they keep me awake,
Refuse to let me count sheep, pills n a nap’s all I take,
Reduced amounts of deep, slumber, know this life’s not ok,
Don’t know number of days left, before the day of my wake,
The tally of pills that I’m taking each day,
I shouldn’t still be alive, so the doctors they say,
Timm get off the drugs you cant go on living this way,
But I feel so alive that’s why this way of life has to stay,
So soon I wont feel a thing I’ll get my sleep as I lay,
Forever numb to addiction, no more that game I can play,
I cannot live for tomorrow so I’m just surviving today
And I know the clear blue sky will soon become oh so grey
Hook
I need an answer to all the pain,
Before all the shame comes back again
Meeting my maker waiting in vain,
Before all the pain comes back again
Verse 3
I got my beautiful children, that I need to think about,
This pack I killed em, don’t think I can do an opey drought,
I need to chill, erm, I need to sort my whole damn life out,
I‘m gonna freeze it, I promise that this is my vow,
Go cold turkey, yeah I’m not messin about,
I’m no damn chicken, I’m pulling my middle finger out,
Cos what I’m thinkin', is lickin this habit that I devout,
I’m a stop…….
I’ll move on, never look back on these messed up days,
Thank lucky stars those days have gone, I’ll stay strong and I’ll praise,
Myself for getting clean so long, This megabar I have raised,
Can’t relapse, to head strong, no drugs, I will stay unfazed,
But on my shoulder is a demon, he thinks its funny to play,
With my emotion, He thinks that I’ll return to the game,
He has this notion, he thinks that I am still the fuckin’ same,
But I’m a beat him, I’m never going back to those ways.
