We used to do a live version of 'Wake me Up'. A great party song.
28 is no age to shuffle off. Earning a living from music at any level isn't usually a healthy option. Most of my old cohorts on the local scene are either long gone or mostly f**ked.
I was disheartened to see such a young talent cash in his chips. Why is it, do you suppose, that this is so prevalent among artists? I'm curious about the psychology behind it. A new acquaintance of mine calls it 'performance sickness,' and relates it to looking for a high that compares to that achieved from a live performance.
Good question Jenna. It would probably take a shrink to answer with any degree of credibility.
Having associated with musicians and creative people all my life,I've noticed some trends.
The creative mind feels more,often way out of proportion. We run on our emotions and logic is usually way down the list.
We can pour our heart into a song about a relationship breakup and care more about the song and the process,than the people involved. I have done this many times.There is a level of autism and I think most of us are on the spectrum to some degree.
The pursuit of perfection in our chosen art is cathartic,yet destructive.
We love gear that gives us an alternative perspective,this leads us naturally into the arena of substance abuse,legal and otherwise. I used to have a guitar book which advocated 'getting off your head',because it will take you new places in your playing.
Very probably,success will amplify the fragile nature of what is already there,but I don't think success is the root of the problem,I firmly believe it's simply the nature of the beast.
I find now,alcohol and other stimulants kill my creativity and my motivation,but I'm really struggling to shake off the habits. For the likes of Avicii,It's not hard to imagine the excess possible,when money no longer matters. It's very easy to die,mentally and physically.
I've met some really beautiful souls in my lifetime in music,but loads of them are utterly feckless and will absolutely let you down.
Great music,maybe
any music comes with a hell of a price tag. The old 'Robert Johnston at the crossroads' scene,isn't as far fetched as some may imagine.