The first song that I wrote was called 'Autumn's Over.' I can still play it and remember the lyrics. The songs was completely invented, so no real depth to it lyrically. I've changed tremendously since that time. I frequently write about my feelings but often look for a quirky angle that might benefit the song. On other occasions I might read something and think to myself that the theme is crying out to be made into a song. I now enjoy setting myself deadlines for completing songs and often set myself a particular theme to write to. After writing my early songs, I have written obsessively for approximately 27 years. I enjoy this tremendously and often think that I have to prove to myself that I can do this again and again. So, as soon as I have finished the last one, I'm thinking about the next. At times I think that I would love to stop writing but am also afraid to stop just in case the skill deserts me altogether! If you feel that your early songs were your best, then keep writing. You will definitely improve, just don't become a slave to writing!
Paul