Thanks guys!
This thread has turned into a bit of a Del's Diary thing. So, writing some thoughts down for me rather than for anyone else, here's some more rambling.
Firstly, I did a gig with my boogie-woogie / swing / rock'n'roll band last night. It went down a storm. The band is
so good (even if I say so myself) mainly because all the players are red hot. Only trouble is, it acts like a massive magnet that I can feel pulling me away from the solo finger-picking singer/songwriter stuff that I'm trying to develop. Nothing wrong with that
per se. The plan for the acoustic stuff is to get it to a position of readiness for when I'm 60 and (hopefully!) retire, so there's no rush. At 60 I won't be wanting to cart electric guitars and big amps around and scream out rock'n'roll tunes - so some sedate finger-picking blues/ragtime/country will be in order. When I turned 50 I made a 10 year plan to get this acoustic stuff to a state where I could play / sing / write / perform / market / record / entertain to a reasonable local level. I'm less than three years into that plan so time is still on my side but I don't want to lose focus. But damn, that band is so good, and going out with the boys is so much fun, and when the whole room is bopping it's something to behold.
Secondly, I can feel myself weakening in this place too. In fact it's already happened and I realised it snuck on me, blindsided me, if you like. My intention was / is to learn how to write better songs - more specifically with that focus on singer-songwriter solo finger-picking stuff that I can take out and perform on my tod. That's where I started. But you guys are so great at the whole big arrangements thing. There's such inspiring stuff here that it has become as seductive as those night out with the band. I realise that my last three shared songs have all seen me moving to bigger arrangements, and I've also noticed myself looking on line at loops and samples and... whoah! Hold on there tiger. Back to basics, son.
Thirdly, I'm picking up gigs with other ensembles, too. Couple of duos, and an Americana band. All of which are great fun, and it feels like gigs are coming in weekly. Which is brilliant and I've no intention of stopping them. But again, I find that there's a slight discordant vibration buzzing somewhere inside, that warns me whilst this stuff is great for the here and now, I need to be careful that it doesn't over-power the plan and the good intentions.
That's it. Just a couple of thoughts from me to me on a Saturday morning before I start the chores. As with everything, it's all about balance. It's good to get these thoughts down on 'paper' because it lends them a little clarity. I can see that musically I'm in a good place, have a whole bunch of great musical friends, and audiences and pub/hotel landlords seem to like these various ensembles - which is wonderful. Just need to ensure that I keep enough time back for the ten year plan (and for chores, and family, and the dog!). Plus of course, it's scary, that one day I could back off from all of these other things only to discover that the solo stuff doesn't fly. Ah well, there's always eBay. Then fishing. Hey ho...
Cheers
Derek