Hi all,
This is a song I took out of the fridge, at that time I was not completely happy with it. It's a pop/r&b style song (a different style then you may be used to coming from my camp).
https://soundcloud.com/martimedia/whyComposed, wrote and recorded this song myself in december 2014 . It's about 'not being able to see each others beauty anymore', inspired on a true life personal story (the relationship with my father) in which 'one-way judgement' caused 'not being able to see each others good intentions'.
Before I will start ajusting and tweaking this one I'd like feedback on:
-Does the lead vocal need more sparkle? I think it sounds as if there's only bass and mids. And would the song improve if I'd start singing more variations in the end of the song? Or does consistency (like how it is) work better for you?
-Do the lyrics make sense? I'm not a native english speaker (dutch) so that's always difficult for me to 'judge'.
-How does the production sound? Too boomy? Too much highs?
Known bugs:
-'Pride' in the verses sounds like 'Price', I'll correct that.
-The 'solo' nylon guitar is a synth I played on my keyboard, I have a nylon guitar, but the strings are broken. I'll fix that too.
Why
I believed in your vision of life,
Of how small the world should be.
You were my teacher and I didn't know better,
I was only your perfect me.
I've been feeling so weird when I landed,
Life was so much bigger than what I was taught.
There was endless space... to define myself,
But you were scared to let me go.
CHORUS
I've always been yours and I'll always be.
And I still don't understand your way of seeing me
If you could look through the tears in my eyes,
...And see my pride, would you ask me why?
I let you go, because you lost me
You felt only pain whenever I was proud
We all want to be and we all should be
But seeing that was never ever allowed
Life became my own since yesterday,
Not controlled by your deepest fears
How can you ever, ever really love me?
When you're drowning in your own tears..
BRIDGE
If you ever find out, that you're just human after all
Imperfect in everyones eyes, but just you
You need 2 know I see you, for who you are
And then please ask ME, for once please ask ME why...