Hi Tobias
Nice to have you with us. I have to admit I'm slightly confused by your post because I had a listen to a track from your CD, and it seems you've managed already to finance a very professional production - a greater achievement than most of the forum members here.
I understand that playing covers in bars isn't very inspirational, but I guarantee you it's much more inspirational than working in a factory, in a shop, cafe, pub etc etc (I've done all these jobs so I'm talking from experience)
The way I see it is that you have 2 choices. Get out there and play for money and just grin and bear it - at least it's related to songwriting, right? And you can play a few of your own songs at any gig you do (I always do this).
Or you can figure out a way to make money from home, and be your own boss, so when inspiration strikes you can drop everything and start writing. This is how I make most of my money at the moment, but don't be fooled by how perfect it sounds. It's hard work and my income is not guaranteed. A month may go by where I only earn a couple of hundred quid - and that won't even cover half my rent...
I honestly don't think just writing and playing all day is realistic. Any independent artist who gets anywhere these days has to commit time to networking, promoting, schmoozing, getting yourself out there in any way you can. It's not going to come to you. Nobody likes doing it, but I see a marked difference in the musicians I know who do, and those who don't, and it's those that get their hands dirty that stay on the path. The rest tend to fall out of circulation. I know because I've done it myself.
There's no holy grail, just knuckling down. Sorry if that's not what you want to hear, but it's the truth in my humble, but usually correct opinion
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