this is about how i fell out with my foster carer and they used to hit me and blame me for everything,
and how i used to cut myself and how my freinds got draged in
V1:
Pain!
At affliction
I'm gonna faint to pose you and your apathy some
Fear!
The frustration
You give me to take back all your sympathy
so i Break!
This is carnage
Destroying my life and all my dignity
Cause you have no backbone
you are addicted to my pain because it gives you pleasure
Do you ever feel me
Do you ever look deep down inside
chorus:
and it’s so cold, cold, cold out of control
V2:
Starin' at yourself
Paralyzed, I feel numb
I can't come to life
how can you know what I'm feeling when it's locked inside?
To wear it on my body tells what words cannot describe
A thin red line tells you where the blade has been
So many secrets hiding beneath my skin
chorus:
And It's cold, cold, cold
Out of control
v3:
Locked in the bathroom stall
Leaning against the wall
I know they're all waiting for me so I'll be as quick as I can be
Every roommate torn aside
By every silent scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
Chorus:
And it’s so cold, cold, cold out of control
And it’s so cold, cold, cold Out of control
