Oh boy did I censor my ideas!
The constant fear of what people would think....Would they be unhappy...would they think that an idea expressed in a song was my manifesto .... BUT MOSTLY....would I be
MISUNDERSTOOD! I'm an engineer by trade and training an being unambiguous is a requirement. It normally takes four sides of A4 to explain an idea which does not make for good use of metaphor or simile or the 3 minute song.
Also, I'm a bloke.. and of course we blokes have no emotions, and no feelings!....Football and war is all we're good for talking about! Emotion is an alien language!
I took me so many years to get out of that rut!
It took the trick of using "Method Acting" In other words, becoming a character and letting that character speak the words for me to get past the problem.... I've blossomed as a writer and as a human being since. Letting the song speak for itself.
DO NOT CENSOR YOURSELF!
LET YOUR IMAGINE RUN FREE AND JUST BE A STORY TELLER.
So many of us are inhibited and bound by what those close to us might think.....but in the real world, you're parents have gone through most of the same things as you.. and their parents also........and so on. You can't teach your mother how to get pregnant!!!!
We've all experienced the same for the most part.... It's only society that restrict us from talking about it and an artist does not care about society's restrictions!
Mihkay